63 year old Peter has come to St
63 岁的彼得今天来到圣乔治，
George's today
with a piece of wood in his forearm come
手臂上插着一块木头，
sit down here
过来
thank you have a seat just in here
坐下，谢谢，请坐，就在这里，
I like a hairstyle very chunky yeah I
我喜欢一个很粗的发型，是的，我
dressed to please myself
穿衣服是为了取悦自己，
I don't want to conform got keep young
我不想顺从 保持年轻，
I'm old enough now I can be a rebel when
我现在已经够老了，我可以成为一个叛逆者，当
I was younger I couldn't rebuild so my
我年轻的时候，我无法重建，所以我的
name is Tansen I'm one of the doctors hi
名字是Tansen，我是一名医生，
all right tell me about this about five
你好，告诉我这件事，大约
days ago yeah I was working in my
五天前，是的，我在工作 我的
workshop and as I was coming out I
工作室，当我出来的时候，
stumbled the door shut on me and I got a
我跌跌撞撞地把门关​​上了，
large splinter in my arm oh okay it's
我的胳膊上扎了一根大刺，哦，好吧，它
pussing up a lot and swelling and it
流了很多脓，肿了，
feels hard and lumpy and it's not
摸起来又硬又肿，而且没有
healing just have a feel yeah yeah yeah
愈合，只是感觉到了，是的，是的
feels like there's something there so I
感觉好像有什么东西在那里，所以我
might just get this um ultrasound scan
可能会做超声波扫描，然后
on it and just have a little look okay
稍微看一下，好吧，
when I left school the early 70s were a
当我离开学校的时候，70年代初是一个
bad time there wasn't a lot of work out
糟糕的时期，那里没有很多工作，是
there
yeah the three day week there was lots
的，那里有三天工作制 有
of Strokes going on
很多中风发生，
it was a hard time
这是一段艰难的时期
I was 18 when I joined the Royal Navy
我 18 岁的时候加入了皇家海军，
they offered pretty good pay compared
他们提供的薪水比
with with what was available on the
在
street as an apprentice
街上当学徒的薪水要高得多，
but no matter how many times you speak
但无论你多少次
to the recruiting office and they tell
和征兵办公室交谈，他们都会告诉
you what the life is like they they
你生活是什么样的，他们
never give you the nitty-gritty
从来没有 给你细节
the uniform is quite a rigmarole
制服是相当繁琐的
especially in those days you had to do
特别是在那些日子里你必须
all the ironing yourself and you have to
自己熨烫衣服你必须
raise the sharp creases I'll have to go
抬起尖锐的折痕我得去找
find
this I wouldn't spin to it at all
这个我根本不会旋转它
we used to have a drill instructor that
我们 曾经有一位教练，他
could spot a stray haircut from 100
可以从 100 码外发现乱糟糟的头发，
yards you know
你知道
if your hair was a millimeter too long
如果你的头发长了一毫米，
he'd know it
他就会知道，
and something that looks like it could
而且看起来可能
be a foreign bodied chest down there I
是胸部异物的东西我
can see that yeah I might have speak to
可以看到，是的，我 可能已经和
Orthopedics about looking for it what I
骨科医师谈过了，我
don't want to do is start going septic
不想开始感染，
I've suffered that once before have you
我以前也得过这种病，
where did you suffer that before it was
你以前在哪里得过这种病，那是
in my knee years ago when I was in the
几年前我在
Navy and I got a piece of rope from a
海军服役时膝盖受的伤， 我从船上拿了一根绳子
ship okay and you know and yeah I left
，你知道，是的 我把
it there and it's where you get all your
它留在那里，这就是你从晚上开始纹的所有
tattoos from from the night no this was
纹身，不，
this was afterwards
这是后来，
when I was 30 years old I needed a bit
当我30岁的时候，我需要
of time out a little bit of time just to
一点时间，一点时间，只是为了
concentrate on myself I won't be a
专注于自己，我不会
second if you don't mind waiting in the
如果你不介意
way no no that's fine of course yeah
等一下，不，不，当然可以，是的，
music had always been a great love of
音乐一直是我的一大爱好，
mine
a friend of mine was looking for
我的一个朋友正在寻找
somebody to manage a live music venue
一个现场音乐场所的管理者，
was a step in the right direction so
这是朝着正确方向迈出的一步
yeah so I took it
是的，所以我做
right I'm going to send you for an x-ray
对了，我要送你去做X光检查，
because I want an x-ray right okay
因为我想要做X光检查，好的，
and I was running my first Pub in SoHo
我在 95 年在 SoHo 经营我的第一家酒吧。
back in 95. yes just before the lift to
是的，就在去往
the guts and James's Wing yeah
guts 和 James's 的电梯之前 是的，
the scene I was part was it was the rock
我参与的场景是摇滚
Punk a bit grungy was very very exciting
朋克，有点邋遢，非常非常激动人心，
time
he opened my eyes quite a bit to what
他让我大开眼界，让我知道发生了什么，
else was going on
everybody was so different
每个人都是如此不同，
it allowed me to be more extravagant or
这让我可以变得更加奢侈或
more extroverted in the way that I
更加外向 我
dressed and looked
穿衣打扮的方式，
the one thing I did learn about myself
我确实学到了关于自己的一件事，
was that a need to be true to me and not
那就是需要忠实于 我，不
conform to what other people want
顺从别人想要
my business is going to kill me
我的生意会杀了我
well I didn't tell her I was coming here
好吧，我没有告诉她我要来这里
my wife Julia came into my life via a
我的妻子朱莉娅通过一群朋友进入了我的生活，
group of friends who were on our guest
他们在我们的客人名单上，
list
I wooed her
我追求了她的
old old-fashioned wooing
老老 时髦的追求
these are cool tattoos though a friend
这些都是很酷的纹身虽然我的一个朋友
of mine's the artist and he he does the
是艺术家他设计了这些
designs and I said to him I like that
纹身我对他说我喜欢这个
one so he did it there's no significance
所以他就做了它没有什么意义
really just designs that I liked
真的只是我喜欢的设计
we both enjoy a lot of the same things
我们都很喜欢同样的东西
which I think is important
我认为很重要的事情
it was always a club we could go to
是，我们总是可以去俱乐部，
maybe in the wag until I passed to three
也许
o'clock in the morning and then you can
在凌晨三点左右，然后你可以
go and get fish and chips on the way
在回家的路上去吃鱼和薯条，
back
back home by about half past five six
大约在三点半 五六
o'clock go to bed and then get up and
点睡觉，然后起床
ready and open the pub for me day or
准备好，为我开酒吧，或者
whatever yeah unfortunately an
其他什么，不幸的是，
orthopedic red would like us to give you
骨科红想让我们给你
a shot of antibiotic okay
打一针抗生素，好吧，
we all went a bit wild yes yes we did
我们都有点疯狂，是的，我们确实
let me grab some gloves
让 我拿上手套，
I spent 16 years in the Navy I realized
我在海军服役了 16 年，我意识到
I missed out on an awful lot
我错过了很多，
I trust you guys I've been here before
我相信你们 我
you saved my life in 2015 so you know
在 2015 年救了我一命之前就来过这里，所以你知道
it's always come back to where you know
它总是回到你知道的地方，
don't you
I started getting back aches
我开始背痛
and I've never had any back pain
，我从来没有背痛过
Julia was saying to me I should go to
朱莉娅对我说我应该去
the a e and I'm like no no I don't want
急诊室，我不想
to go to a e so it's just a bit back
去急诊室，只是有点
pain but he got really really painful
背痛，但他真的很疼，
I had DVT which broke up and then filled
我有深静脉血栓，然后
my lungs with pulmonary embolisms
我的肺部充满了肺栓塞，我
think I was in the ICU for about 24
想我是在 在ICU里呆了大约24个
hours
小时
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my lungs acted as a as a colander and
我的肺就像一个滤锅，
stopped the clots going into my heart
阻止了血凝块进入我的心脏
but I was lucky
但我很幸运，
I could have died
我本可以死的，
the consultant said to me that that one
顾问告诉我，
of my lungs looked like it had been hit
我的一个肺看起来像是 被
by a shotgun
猎枪击中了，
all the dead spots in it from the uh
里面所有的死点都是
from the blood clots bring you some
血栓造成的，给你拿点
water all right cheers thank you
水，好的，干杯，谢谢你，
until you get a scale like that you
直到你得到这样的规模，你
think you're Invincible but um you know
认为你是无敌的，但是你知道，
that brings it home you're not
这把它带回家了 关于 不是
orthopedic surgeon yeah they're quite
骨科医生，是的，他们很
happy for you to go home on oral
高兴你回家服用口服
antibiotics right okay with a view to
抗生素，好的，
maybe bringing you in on Friday right
也许周五会让你去
for some surgery My Lifestyle now is a
做手术，我现在的生活方式
lot more subtle than it was before we've
比以前更加微妙，
got our own home we like our art we like
我们有了 有自己的家，我们喜欢艺术，我们喜欢
our music I've got my little workshop at
音乐，我在后面有一个小工作室，
the back there so I can do my hobbies
所以我可以做我的爱好，
I don't think I would change anything
我不认为我会改变任何事情，
looking back over it I don't think I
回想起来，我不认为我
would because because what's happened
会改变，因为是什么 发生的事情让
has made me what I am now
我变成了现在的样子
if you're not true to yourself then you
如果你不忠于自己那么你
can't be happy you've got to be true to
就不会快乐你必须忠于
yourself to be happy
自己才能快乐